If I keep it Simple

There are two forces at work on me
Between intellect and lust
My mind keeps me steady
It is safe and orderly
I manage to structure my days
Maintain my rituals
What do I need to practice for evolution?
What do I need to know?
I travel searching for clues
Tools I can use to raise myself up
To the next frequency
Goddesses and Disir agree
You distract me
They are guarded and tense when You linger
By the door, out in the yard,
Just out of frame from the eye
They hesitate to say it
You can be dangerous
But I can feel it in their tight cheeks and pressed lips
Except for My Lady
They are wary of You
But You are a distraction
Dancing along the edges, graceful and beautiful,
I can't stop myself from reaching out
Wanting to hold You in my hands
Even for a moment as brief as a blink
I can't seem to say no to You
And I need to learn how
For my sake more than Yours